Things I should've said but didn't

1. It hurts I got to know your body better than your home.
2. Scars are more visible when you refuse to mention them.
3. No.
4. That's not the proper way to hold a cat, or a heart, or a silence.
5. I feel you don't trust me enough.
6. Why leave again? Everything you said you need is rotting in this bed, by himself.
7. You don't say love. Love burts in its cage, snakes its way up, breaks some teeth, etcetera. Love speak for itself. You can't say you love me without hurting yourself a little.
8. I found your hair clip.
9. I don't feel the way most people do. I'm empty inside but never, hear me honey, never try to fill me.
10. Talk to me more often.
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